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Sunday, November 29, 2009

WHY ARE ATTITUDES SO F-ed up all the time?

Written @ Sunday, November 29, 2009

Friday, November 20, 2009

Two more days to my birthday...
Today, I think cause Caleb read my blog or something or someone else did, like a flash mob in class they suddenly SANG HAPPY BIRTHDAY in the midst of business Law... I was so so so touched & shocked at the same time.. I looked at teacher and he had no expression... hmm, how come their flash mob was so good that i couldn't tell who is the culprit? Actually, i just wanna say, THANKS CLASS!!! :) Thank you. Even the person whom i thought didn't like me actually sang too... I wondered what had happened but no one would tell me a thing... Haha, thanks!!

p.s.- should i wish X a happy birthday?

Met YL at Yishun for dinner and she was not full after eating the small chicken steak.. haha, she said fish tasted better.. YAY! for once!

Went for XXX, found out about the character of XX, and how many people disliked him.. Its so sad. Should i be the one to tell her or she already knew how he was like? Okay okay. Who chairs a meeting and freaking leaves 20 minutes later, begging everyone he knows during the 20 mins to come when they don't even agree?

Its so sad to have someone who says:" Yes, i know that.." before you can even finish your sentence. I mean, thats freaking sadistic. Once you say that, you portray arrogance in the context where someone who went for a briefing is trying to tell you something. YOU FREAKING LISTEN if you didn't go. Which OIC TEAM goes for briefing alone? I don't know.

Its like, you want to do this, that... but are you competent enough to manage so many other things that you volunteered for? Please don't volunteer then FUCKING back out last minute. THATS COWARD.

And, i feel that most bloggers now use their space as a place for friends to view... Just like what happened to me... Not blogging my innermost but smiling as though nothing happened. Like, its just a magazine where all gossips come and go but not true feelings anymore. I don't want this to continue.

If you happen to read this and agree with me, you will know why i don't blog often..

I will be blogging all that i feel honestly over here so if you happen to read something you don't like, you always have the option to click "Close Tab".

Honest people are rare in society. Why must we always phrase things the nicest ways? Isn't that a little not honest?

Thanks for reading!

Warmest Regards,
Stacie

HAVE A GREAT DAY & Leave comments if positive. If negative, keep it to yourself.

Written @ Friday, November 20, 2009

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Okay.. I haven't been blogging for like months?

Here i go....

Busy with projects and tests...
I'm like supposed to be studying for finance but here am i typing away on BLOGGER.. can you believe it?? No lah.. i will study in a while... cause lecture's at 12-1, test is at 2-2.45pm, NE is at 3pm.. I think my whole day's kind of crazy.. PURE madness... Just when i thought NE video screening ends... SBM CLUB related event briefing at 4.30pm...

My whole class. I don't wanna say... I don't know what to say... I can't spell it out loud here.. Not here.. Anyway, its like... I really really wish that certain people do not jump to conclusions before working with me... Its like, yes, STACIE'S A DAMN DEMANDING BITCH so as you put it but all she cares about is HER GRADES. If you happen to read my blog and think that way, let me tell you this... I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME... how can you think that i wanted to take over your part in doing the project? How can you think that?
Do you know why i took over in the first place or not? Because things are progressing so slowly that even when presenting in the class our tutorials, I was so scared that we could not even do a good job.

Do you know why i don't care about being demanding? Yes. Only one reason and that is... My grades. Yes, stacie was demanding in Year 1, in Year 2 tep and even NOW! Its part of me and i don't see why its bad?

Its like comparing Yuling's class with mine... Whats so bad about RETAIL? Whats so bad that half of my class came non-voluntary? You didn't fight for your option so you should at least accept where you are and put in some EFFORT in your project right..

Saw caleb at bugis.. he asked me not to say it but he still showed Andy Ang my funny pix! upload another time when i get the pic from caleb.. didn't know when he took it anyway..

Hmm, ok ok, i should get back to finance now...
I'm pretty happy today.. just a lot of things to do...

Sorry Gilford.. Just when you asked me about my updates, it turned out to be a venting ground again.. I didn't want to blog because i was so so so disappointed about getting into a certain XXX. I felt that i didn't deserve that... and its like having different environment.....

Good news..
TEP grades are out... WAHAHA... Chua Cheng Han... I BEAT YOU EH... for this sem... add together i think we got the same... :) I think same as you eh, gilford...
SIS, work hard this sem k!! This holidays we go eat again... You know which one.
I still owe you your BDAE present.. don't know if you will like it or not..

Anyway, sad thing is, my birthday is coming and i have no idea how many ppl remember.. haha..
Love, thanks for your birthday present.. I can't help but feel like wearing it!!
My sister bought me a black cherry bag.. its cute k!! :)

I need a get-away from tests! can we go kitty couple lab? Somebody? Shareefa told me it ends on the 29th of november which is just days from mine? I don't know.. ARGH!! What a time to have birthday or kitty lab exhibition!

& when are we going to Flyer??? OMG. This term is so stressed up and my ***** is so ******** up.

Thats all for now!!
Thanks for reading this empty blog! :)

Stacie

Tag Replies
Stacie-Yuling: Yes MS CHEN? what would you want??

Stacie-Gilfy: Haha, came back on the second week of sch.. hmm, it was a fun camp eh.. haha.. going for another camp soon! I feel like i cannot breathe! So thats why blogging was the last thing on my mind..

TATA!

Written @ Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Saturday, October 17, 2009

いまなんじですか？
あなたのわかぃません？
いま１２：４４ｐｍ。。。

わたしわどでしたか？
ビロクを　書いて　あります。

JLPT 4 いいですよ？
わたしわがんばりましょ。。。

Went out with friends for the whole week and with sis!! I'm going to RELC INTERNATIONAL HOTEL for FREE!!

Well, you know, there are no such things as free right? But in this case... IT REALLY IS!!!!!!!!!
YIPEE!!!

I really hope there are some hot guys for the december SYC!! :) Kidding. Whether there is or not, it does not really matter... and the most exciting thing is.... I'm back to STUDYING!!!

YAY!!!!!!!! I don't know when my results will be out but i just thought its best to reply tags today!!

peiqing: finished classical already lah. your post till at first week of classical. GOODLUCK FOR WORK TML! (:
24 September 2009, 01:03

Stacie: Haha! Yeah, i know lah! Too lazy to update and type lots lots like you can! Worse thing is my patience level is too high to wait for the pictures to load... so you hardly see them in my FB.
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Yuling: you not intending to update? Good luck for tml. And your blog song is NICE! LOL!
23 September 2009, 20:18

Stacie: Haha, updated twice already! Thanks thanks! haha.. i know why.. you obsessed girl! I am much nicer than them lah! At least i can speak to you in the same language!!
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deborah: ): i miss you
17 September 2009, 21:53

Stacie: I miss you too! :) Now got BF already, less time for GFs? :P
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Yuling: I don't want to meet you!? Who is the busy one here?
31 August 2009, 18:49

Stacie: Okay.. fine... i was the busy one kay!! haha... just wanted to see if you were reading.. haha. kidding lah!!!!!!!!!!
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Thats all for this post!

Thanks for READING! Especially if you are Cheng Han cause he doesn't really like reading ENGLISH WORDS... wonder how he does his hacking stuff..

Lots of Love,

Take care!

Stacie

Written @ Saturday, October 17, 2009

Monday, October 12, 2009

Went out with love today and i know that i have not been blogging ever since my work started and TEP ended!

The last day of TEP was a quiet day. For me, the last day was my GEMS assessment where my employer actually allowed me to take the day of when i thought that it was monday. Spent that monday with my mom and she bought me some presentation pants. :) Nice! My GEMS assessment was due on thursday due to some overwhelming response as so they put it.. haha.

Hmm, went to work and throughout these three weeks of work, i really learnt that there are many types of customers but no matter what, i still served them with a smile. At the end of the day, they would return to buy the product after viewing others. :) Good right? I managed to sell my highest record of 22 handbags in a day!! Cool!! :) I so liked the last day of my work.. Everyone was superb to me and to those whom were not, i didn't bear a single grudge. I hope she would do me that favor. Boss still wanted me to work for her the next sem.. maybe.. maybe not... :)

Went out with love today and supposedly, pq. Last min, she asked us to enjoy ourselves which we did! Took photos with love and went eating, shopping....etc. Shh... Today was funny. She made a comment which i would rmb.. Met Shareefa, Justin Cheong and one more today when i was in orchard wheelock! So so so coincidental... haha. Maybe, that was not a great place to be sitting anymore.. haha.. It was a fun day!! & i was so tired that i fell asleep! Thanks Love! :)

Tomorrow is going to sch day to explain.. Anyway, Tata for now and i am BLOODY SURE that CHENG HAN will complain about this post. Lazy lah, s! :)

Love & Love,
Stacie

& i thank you for reading my lengthy post.

Written @ Monday, October 12, 2009

Friday, August 28, 2009

Today's Post: My first Classical week!

Dear all!! I am back!
How did I pass the week?

Into my first week of classical!! Though i miss studying, the teacher went really fast in Project Management!! OMG! I have a lot to catch up on.. hmm, going to study for JAP later.. so worried about not passing the basics. I hope sensei set it easy.. barbara said to study everything i wrote in my book.. OMG! sigh. Hmm, should i head to my fav place to study? haha.. shhh. its secret if you know.. hmm, i wish MSC results would come sooner. Though scared to know what i would get, i am really curious!

Sent selma and sunny off to Korea on wednesday by Singapore Airlines and realised that i missed her so much after we reached her departure gate.. Though i told myself so much that i would not cry, i teared even worse that when i broke up with stan. We cried at the gate with so many people staring at us and i knew that i would miss her dearly... It was like losing a physical friend.. not to mention a close one. I was really upset.. didn't eat much these days.. didn't feel like it though i am living well.. She sent me an email thanking me the things i've done as soon as she reached korea.. I really miss her.. Was so surprised that we bought each other the same type of gifts.. gave her earrings i made... was really really upset when she left. I boarded the last bus and was like a zombie ready to burst into tears on the train that day.. I couldn't even control my tears.. it was just the same thing happened when i went to Jurong point even after a while of breaking up with him.

Was thinking whether he was well.. Judging the way on facebook, as usual, he looks okay on the outside. I really wonder why i was pining for this one guy so much.. really why that time i could not let go?! haha, i think it was because i fell too deep. Anyway, now i can even mention his name on my blog which meant that i'm okay... haha. speaking of which, i haven't seen him online since i don't know when.. was i deleted? haha..

Going to take my JLPT 4 soon and speech contest coming up!! So so so busy.. :) Jia you ba!! I feel so stressed up sometimes.. haha.. Speaking of that, i don't know why queen has been really stressed/ cold recently.. or to whoever i spoke to.. their mood didn't seem very good.. why?! Is it a bad month to talk to anyone?

I really miss you...& you.

Tag Replies

amirah lee: stacie, shall we and divya and sarina go out for lunch? when are you free? :)
27 August 2009, 00:32

Stacie: Can can, i already asked divya on friendster.. we hardly chat these days.:) Lets wait for her reply? she is busier than i am i think..
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Clarissa: Woman... Hello... Link me & tag me on my board k...[Webbie]
24 August 2009, 00:01

Stacie: Link you? Don't want leh KORIZHA! haha.. hmm, ok ok.. when i am less lazy but please do not link me thanks. :)
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Yuling: I knew it. U missed me! (:
16 August 2009, 20:47

Stacie: Know it still don't want to meet me?! haha.. hmm, yeah. miss you too!! :)
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peiqing: and is pay back time! MUAHAHA!
15 August 2009, 23:01

Stacie: thanks for the reminder, teddy! :) haha, i know.. very soon very soon.. i just have to...
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Love & Love,
Stacie

Thanks for reading this post!! :)

Written @ Friday, August 28, 2009

Monday, August 24, 2009

I am seriously tired. Either that or super emotional this week and the last.

I really don't want to face the rest, for a day or two will be fine. Can i even not be online? What have i done or not done that is wrong? I think i need a break. I don't want to face anyone right now. Either way, i am scolded for little things. Either this, or that. Facebook? its just a platform for the rest to get to know what you are doing better. if you don't update, people will ask. If you lock it, people will also ask. If you accidentally miss out someone, they would scream at you unhappily. Seriously, dear madam, dear sirs, what can i do to please all of you?

Went out with kai Boon yesterday and learnt a huge surprise. Thanks for the treat!! :) Nice guy & really really nice. he sent me back to my bus stop though he had no car.. Really nice guy.. Haha.. but he is like 7 years older? haha.. so not possible. good thing that he started working.. We chatted about his future lifestyle.. So cool lah!! honored! :) We talked about being envious of couples and i was just a teeny weeny bit envious when he told me how much he was. Haha.. :) Good luck to finding your decent girl!! :)

Haha. Had graduation on Friday which came as a shock for a little while. Haha. Popularity is overrated? yes, thats true. but don't you know something? its okay. thats for me to know. you know, i am really sick of all of these. Infamy? haha. Its just another name to my collection. Just because i don't care about other things but getting my work done? haha. whatever you say.

I can't scream at anyone to ask them to not irritate me so i just keep quiet. kai Boon said that i was less jovial. How can i be? haha.. I am really really sick & tired of these things.

Tag Replies

-can't seem to reply tags!! :(

Written @ Monday, August 24, 2009